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September 24, 2009
It is done.
I just nursed Owen for the last time.
I should have just put him down without nursing him, but when I fed him yesterday I didn't know that that might be the last time, and I didn't take the time to really appreciate it.
I think it may have been worse, knowing that this time was the last. The last time he'll snuggle in the crook of my arm, contentedly sucking away. Letting me rub his back and his belly and kiss his head without wiggling or protesting. The last time we'll share the one thing that no one else has been able to give him, to do with him.
I'm not ready for this.
Posted by me at September 24, 2009 9:50 AM